What makes me live in the moment?

From my own experience,
I think the awareness of death allows me to grow mentally.

If I don’t work today, I won’t eat tomorrow.
I wouldn’t want to live a life where the place I sleep today won’t be there tomorrow.

In my experience, death is
I think it’s a device that forces you to live in the here and now, to be immersed.

Whenever I’m reminded that life is a one-time ticket, I though myself like this.
‘Does that make life more valuable?’

What kind of person am I and how should I live?
I don’t know why l’ve lost my way lately.
I would want to be faithful to what I have right now and work on it.

Thanks for reading my humble thoughts.